I don't write this beautiful TEXT, but i do really want to post it here for it tells the TRUTH about why and how life goes on everyday. Enjoy reading!!!!

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them;
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back;
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something;
I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place.
I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean that they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that maturity had more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you.
I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while.
I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.
I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will get hurt in the process.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

Love

Rose

Like Astronaut

Oasis in My Barren Heart

I’ve been wearing a lot short pants and dark T-shirt lately…I think it's really comfy and define my other side hehehe....i found this Oasis black T-shirt in the second hand market  for only $2!! why Oasis? well it is just because i adore them, one of my favorite Brit bands. It's bad that they are not make a new album or even a new single. I have been listening to their music since i was in Senior High School, i can't believe myself that i am such a Rock Chick hahaha....so if someday i have an opportunity to sing along with them in their concert that would be such an Orgasm for me, waiting in the line and I swear i will peed my pants if they give me hugs hahaha....

Love

Rose

To Feel my Life Again

“ Moments that once BROKE your HEART into pieces and seem like the most PAINFUL you'll ever go through will one day be the moments your entire life changed and make you SMILE. Greatness can reveal in SUFFERING and LOVE and if you've been through both of them and finally getting BETTER instead of BITTER then go celebrate your life.”

I don’t know exactly where this writing will lead to but I write this because it is something that I truly want to share with and I really wish that it will bring positive outcome then a negative one. I wish I'd had the guts to tell about this to my beloved ones in the reality but I know that I will fail because of some loving reasons that better I keep them for my own self.

After all those painful experiences i have been through there is one amazing thing that I learn “that we never truly UNDERSTAND someone’s feeling, emotion and position”. I dare to say this because this is the truth after all. I used to get so sick when people said “I understand“, this is nonsense because what I feel is not what they feel, my emotion is not their emotion and they are not in my position so in what way they understand, if they do understand, there won’t be fighting, blaming, judging and swearing and sleepless night.

As for me, I don’t want people to really understand me, NO, all I need is their ears, hugs, time and their advice. Any way, So many people who go through hardship want to bury their pain and simply focus on living as full of a life as possible, instead of dwelling on their hurt. But I can't do that sometimes, I felt so alone with my thoughts and my pain, I feel like I am fighting this ALONE even though sometimes or maybe most of time this is all I need to be “alone”. I have done, do and will do my best to keep myself on my own track and growing up through them, but the good news is that It's so important to use the hard and painful things you've been through to make the world a better place in your own way, to make the better version of you, to make your life goes better then bitter, to make your eyes keep open to the positivity and to understand that you landed to this present is because of them. Now, i live my life on my own term and I try to see every day as the chance to a new beginning, new lesson, new blessing, new mistake, new life and new opportunity. 

 Sometimes it takes looking back to see how far you've come and it's the only way to see that where you ARE is so much better than where you WERE! Even though I can see how far I have become but I'm still me, I'm still the same person. I am the person who always busy with my own thought while people talking to me [ but I do listening to them even thou my head get so busy], I am the person who love to give other then to get, the person who act based on my heart, the person who thinking too much and the person who talk less and never brave enough to stand on my own feet.

Well like I said it's only sharing my experiences, to let others know that it is ok to feel halfalive or die sometimes because only by the pains we learn how to rise and shine to finally learn and realize that it is hurt but without it, we wouldn't be where we are right now. So don’t regret only thankful.

love 

Rose

Don't treat Wickedness as a Beauty

I'm so excited with my new project, it has something to do with writing and book but can't tell the detail, will reveal about it in the right time, i am still working on it and it will take such a long time but stay tune!!!! 

This picture were taken  last year on October if i am not mistaken. Me and my sisters went for kind of short trip to the nice places next to our city. It was great but i was completely wore a wrong outfit. It's raining  and cold, fortunately i brought a jacket even tho it's not enough to keep myself warm. Apart from the bad weather, the view is completely amazing and peaceful.

Love 

  Rose :) 

Getting Real

"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost, the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, a light from the shadows shall spring, renewed shall be blade that was broken, the crownless again shall be king."__J.R.R Tolkien

Love

Rose

One fine Afternoon

  

Your time is only TODAY, this very MOMENT not YESTERDAY or not even TOMORROW so SIZE it, be LOVE, be HAPPY, be SILLY and be what you SEEK for so long.
 

Love

Rose